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Weight On My Shoulders
Ashton Vance
Verified Artist
Ashton Vance
Ashton Vance, an Algerian-born, France-raised musician, is a name that carries some weight in the local music scene. An undisputed pillar of the independent circuit, Vance ropes in audiences with his stunning knowledge of music and undeniable love for funk. Known as much for his beat-dropping basslines as his witty onstage banter, Vance strikes the perfect balance between intensity and humor, just like your favorite high school gym teacher.
A dedicated football enthusiast, Vance once had dreams of becoming a pro on the field. Unfortunately, an injury cut his budding football career short but gave rise to his musical pursuits, marking the beginning of an unexpected detour into melodic wonderland. In a strange twist of fate, Vance entered the limelight. but with a microphone rather than a football at his feet.
His hit indie song "Weight on My Shoulders" echoes the struggle and triumph of his journey - from a wannabe footballer to a sought-after musician. The track is a testament to his ability to turn the mundane and the melancholic into musical gold. Crafted with Filodyo, his unmatchable style and impressive lyrical depth have managed to shoulder the weight of acclaim without buckling.
Vance's love for music is written all over his work, receiving praise from critics and fans alike. He may not have made it to the football field, but in the realm of independent music, Ashton Vance is very much a superstar. And to think that all it took was a sprained ankle and a broken record to jumpstart the journey of this funk fanatic – talk about a sliding tackle right into fame's goalpost!
Weight On My Shoulders
Ashton Vance
She's a faded memory now
Faded like the sunset in the west
She's a faded memory now
I know there ain't no way that I'll forget
The road comes in and the road goes out
I'm driving this truck all alone again
Just letting time slip away
Feel the weight of the highway in every step
She's a faded memory now
Faded like the sunset in the west
She's a faded memory now
I know there ain't no way that I'll forget
There ain't nothing darker than the night away from her
But there ain't no sound louder than the silence in this town
I don't know a weaker man than the one that I became
But I know what I've been going through now
This ain't no way
Heaven ain't got no say
And they raise the rent in hell from week to week
Out here
Time stands still
All we have is what we need and
All we are is under our feet
The road comes in and the road goes out
I'm driving this truck all alone again
Just letting time slip away
Feel the weight of the highway in every step
CREDITS
Performer: Ashton Vance
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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No Me Mires Asi
Mono De Oro
Verified Artist
Mono De Oro
Mono De Oro is a vibrant singer-songwriter with Spanish roots, now making waves in the heart of America. With a voice that carries the warmth of sun-soaked afternoons and the melodic storytelling of her heritage, she embodies a rich cultural blend. Her music serves as an intimate exploration of identity, love, and longing, bridging the gap between her past and present. Each note resonates with the essence of her journey, capturing the listener's attention and drawing them into her world.
Her catalog may currently feature a single track, "No Me Mires Asi," but Mono De Oro’s artistry extends far beyond this initial offering. The song reflects her distinctive lyrical style, characterized by poetic narratives and emotive vocals that leave a lasting impact. As she continues to develop her sound, themes of introspection and romance emerge as central threads, manifesting in a unique way that invites listeners to experience her personal reflections on life and love.
Living in America has undoubtedly influenced her music, allowing her to merge traditional Spanish influences with contemporary sounds. This fusion is evident in her compelling vocal delivery and the emotional depth present in her songwriting. Mono De Oro's passion for crafting relatable stories through her art promises an exciting evolution ahead, captivating audiences with each new release as she carves out her space in the indie music scene.
No Me Mires Asi
Mono De Oro
Yeah
Mono De Oro
No me mires así
You know what you do
Llegaste tarde
With that smile
Como si nada
But you changed the vibe
Yo estaba tranquilo
Mind on my plans
Then you said my name
With your drink in hand
No busco problemas
But you look like one
De esos bonitos
Que no say sorry
Te acercas lento
I lose my line
No me preguntes
If I’m fine
Una noche
No promise
Dos miradas
Too honest
Si te vas
I won’t call
Si te quedas
I might fall
No me mires así
Que me haces pensar
Que tal vez esta noche
No va a terminar
No me mires así
I’m trying to behave
Pero tú tienes algo
I can’t explain
No no no
Don’t move away
No no no
Quédate
No me mires así
Que me haces pensar
Que tal vez esta noche
No va a terminar
Tú tienes ritmo
Sin intentar
I got excuses
To stay where you are
Dicen cuidado
Yo digo maybe
Con esa cara
You drive me crazy
No quiero drama
No quiero stress
Solo tu risa
Close to my chest
Si esto es pecado
Make it polite
We keep it clean
But we don’t waste time
Una noche
No promise
Dos miradas
Too honest
Si te vas
I won’t call
Si te quedas
I might fall
No me mires así
Que me haces pensar
Que tal vez esta noche
No va a terminar
No me mires así
I’m trying to behave
Pero tú tienes algo
I can’t explain
No no no
Don’t move away
No no no
Quédate
No me mires así
Que me haces pensar
Que tal vez esta noche
No va a terminar
No te prometo
Toda mi vida
Pero esta noche
Se ve distinta
You don’t need words
I don’t need plans
Solo tu mano
Cerca de my hand
Si esto se acaba
Lo acepto bien
Pero por ahora
Ven ven ven
No me mires así
Que me haces pensar
Que tal vez esta noche
No va a terminar
No me mires así
I’m trying to behave
Pero tú tienes algo
I can’t explain
No no no
Don’t move away
No no no
Quédate
No me mires así
Que me haces pensar
Que tal vez esta noche
No va a terminar
No me mires así
You know what you do
Quédate
Just me and you
CREDITS
Performer: Mono De Oro
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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Better With You
Tyler Vance
Better With You
Tyler Vance
You showed up like a spark in an easy day
Didn’t plan on anything but you changed my way
Your laugh hits warm and it stays around
Pulls me out when I sink too far down
Every little moment feels brand new
But the best ones happen next to you
I’ve been running steady trying to find my part
Didn’t see it clearly till you reached my heart
Everything feels better with you
Sunrise colors turn a brighter hue
I don’t need a map or a clue
I just follow where you move
Everything feels better with you
Like the whole world finally came through
I don’t chase a thing when it’s true
’Cause it’s better better with you
We walk slow talking ’bout nothing much
Still it feels big when our hands touch
You pull me higher than I planned to climb
But I’m glad you pushed me this time
I’ve been running steady trying to find my part
Didn’t see it clearly till you reached my heart
Everything feels better with you
Sunrise colors turn a brighter hue
I don’t need a map or a clue
I just follow where you move
Everything feels better with you
Like the whole world finally came through
I don’t chase a thing when it’s true
’Cause it’s better better with you
If the road gets heavy someday
Stay with me and we’ll find our way
I don’t ask for more than this
Just your calm and your quiet bliss
Everything feels better with you
Yeah it’s better better with you
CREDITS
Performer: Tyler Vance
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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Hidden Intentions
Daya
Verified Artist
Daya
Daya, hailing from Berlin's vibrant warehouse party scene, emerged as a distinctive voice in the electronic music landscape. Cultivating a sound that effortlessly blends elements of dance, pop, and EDM, her music invites listeners into a world filled with subtle intricacies and heartfelt emotions. The genesis of her artistic identity can be traced back to intimate gatherings where familiar faces danced to the same beats, each night weaving tales of longing and connection amidst pulsating rhythms.
Her latest track, "Hidden Intentions," serves as a poignant encapsulation of Daya’s lyrical prowess, capturing the complexity of unspoken desires and the nuances often lost in silence. With its dreamy and uplifting melodies, the song reflects a recurring theme in her catalog: the exploration of hidden emotions wrapped in infectious grooves. Each composition resonates with a hopeful spirit, echoing the sentiments she often observes on the dancefloor—where every note elicits a sense of shared experience and intimacy among strangers.
As she embarks on her first real tour, Daya carries with her the energy of countless nights spent perfecting her craft at clubs like Berghain and Watergate. Her connection to her audience feels almost palpable; she creates spaces where vulnerability thrives amid beats that compel movement. While "Hidden Intentions" stands out as a testament to her artistic evolution, it is merely one piece in Daya's growing catalog that promises to captivate and inspire for years to come.
Hidden Intentions
Daya
A quiet room holds secrets in the air
Your footsteps tell a story I can’t compare
You move with purpose but you hide your aim
Every subtle motion plays a careful game
I read your silence like a coded sign
You’re close enough but never mine
I know the risk you keep behind your stare
One step too far and we’re both laid bare
Hidden intentions pulling me in
You blur the line between danger and sin
Silent agreements under my skin
One wrong move and the game begins
Hidden intentions—
I feel the truth beneath your grin
Your hand stays steady when the stakes climb high
You draw me near without needing to try
I sense the motive in your measured tone
You stand beside me but remain unknown
I know the risk you keep behind your stare
One step too far and we’re both laid bare
Hidden intentions pulling me in
You blur the line between danger and sin
Silent agreements under my skin
One wrong move and the game begins
Hidden intentions—
I feel the truth beneath your grin
If we cross the line we can’t return
Every stolen moment builds a burn
We both carry secrets we can’t share
Yet somehow we meet at the thinnest layer
If tomorrow finds you on my side
I won’t question where you choose to hide
CREDITS
Performer: Daya
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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Better By Half
The Corner Clerks
Verified Artist
The Corner Clerks
The Corner Clerks are a lively three-member band hailing from England, blending elements of ska and rock to create a vibrant sound that resonates with joy and hope. Their music is characterized by playful melodies and upbeat rhythms, perfect for lifting spirits and inspiring listeners. With their debut track, "Better By Half," they set the tone for an engaging catalog that promises to be as uplifting as it is catchy. The Corner Clerks infuse their songs with an infectious energy, making their performances a celebration of life and positivity.
Each member brings a unique flavor to the group, crafting a collective identity that shines through in every track. The band's sound effortlessly fuses alternative rock and pop influences with ska rhythms, resulting in a style that is refreshing and accessible. Lyrically, they focus on themes of optimism and resilience, drawing listeners into a world where challenges are met with a hopeful spirit. Their upbeat tracks invite audiences to dance, sing along, and embrace the lighter side of life.
With plans for more releases on the horizon, The Corner Clerks are poised to carve out a distinct space in the music scene. Their dedication to creating feel-good music sets them apart, ensuring that each new track will carry forth their signature blend of uplifting vibes and catchy hooks. As they continue to develop their sound and expand their repertoire, fans can look forward to an ongoing celebration of happiness through music.
Better By Half
The Corner Clerks
You took the long way home again
Counted every coin you spent
Said the city had no manners
But you kept your Sunday sense
There’s a man at the station
With a paper and a grin
Says the world keeps turning
But nobody clocks in
You had plans on a napkin
Now they’re folded in your coat
You keep laughing at the timing
Like it’s some private joke
There’s a queue at the bakery
There’s a dog outside the bank
There’s a song from a taxi
That you almost want to thank
You don’t need a big answer
You don’t need a grand escape
You just need one decent Tuesday
And a bit less on your plate
So you straighten your collar
Let the bad news pass
Put your hands in your pockets
And you make it last
Not winning not losing
Just doing the math
Some days get better
Better by half
Better by half
That’s good enough
A little less worry
A little more luck
Better by half
No golden plan
Just one more joke
And a steady hand
You don’t need glory
You don’t need proof
Just somebody laughing
At the back of the room
Better by half
That’s good enough
A little less worry
A little more luck
Your cousin had a theory
About getting out clean
Then he bought a small van
And a coffee machine
Now he parks by the market
With his radio low
Says the secret is simple
Never let Monday know
You remember old trouble
With a smile on its face
How it sat beside your future
And took up all the space
But you made a little progress
On a very plain day
Paid one bill sent one message
Threw one bad thought away
So you straighten your collar
Let the bad news pass
Put your hands in your pockets
And you make it last
Not winning not losing
Just doing the math
Some days get better
Better by half
Better by half
That’s good enough
A little less worry
A little more luck
Better by half
No golden plan
Just one more joke
And a steady hand
You don’t need glory
You don’t need proof
Just somebody laughing
At the back of the room
Better by half
That’s good enough
A little less worry
A little more luck
No parade no headline
No speech to rehearse
Just a small kind of fortune
When it could have been worse
You can carry your worries
But loosen the strap
Life may not fix you
But it cuts you some slack
Better by half
That’s good enough
A little less worry
A little more luck
Better by half
No golden plan
Just one more joke
And a steady hand
You don’t need glory
You don’t need proof
Just somebody laughing
At the back of the room
Better by half
That’s good enough
A little less worry
A little more luck
You took the long way home again
Counted every coin you spent
Said the city had no manners
But you kept your Sunday sense
CREDITS
Performer: The Corner Clerks
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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Thread of Stillness
Cyran Flux
Verified Artist
Cyran Flux
Cyran Flux emerges from the vibrant artistic landscape of Berlin, a city known for its eclectic sounds and rich cultural heritage. His music is a delicate blend of dance and pop, characterized by immersive melodies and introspective lyrics. The project took shape during late-night writing sessions where poetic thoughts collided with rhythmic whispers, leading to a unique sound that captures both the pulsating energy of the nightlife and moments of serene reflection. Tracks like “Thread of Stillness” reveal his penchant for weaving intricate narratives through music, where lush string arrangements and gentle male vocals create a tapestry of bittersweet emotions.
In his catalog, Cyran explores themes of stillness amid chaos, often reflecting on the nature of time and presence. His songs resonate deeply with listeners, inviting them to pause and contemplate their own narratives. The cinematic quality of his productions allows each track to unfold like a story, with strings that pull at the heart while beats drive the momentum forward. This contrast is evident in tracks beyond “Thread of Stillness,” where he balances dark undertones with energetic rhythms, crafting an engaging atmosphere that keeps audiences captivated.
As Cyran Flux continues to cultivate his sound, he embraces the transformative power of music as both a personal and collective experience. His work resonates not just as dancefloor anthems but as intimate reflections on life’s complexities. With each release, he invites listeners to join him in exploring the interplay between movement and quietude, bringing forth a sense of connection that transcends the ordinary. As he carves out his path in the indie music scene, Cyran is poised to leave a lasting impact with his evocative storytelling and layered soundscapes.
Thread of Stillness
Cyran Flux
Thread pulled tight
But never tears
Daylight hums
Across my face
The air repeats
But I don’t chase
Hands don't move
But time does
Still I hold
What no one was
I stay still
The world turns
Crowds dissolve
I don't leave
In that pause
I still believe
I stay still
The world turns
I don’t fall
I return
Like strings in air
I hold I hum
CREDITS
Performer: Cyran Flux
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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Riddim of Peace
Dreadlock Boys
Verified Artist
Dreadlock Boys
Scoot over, Marley, there’s a new reggae sheriff in town. Straight from the sunny sidewalks of Kingston, Jamaica, the Dreadlock Boys are laying down fresh beats in the reggae scene.
This pair of plaited prodigies isn't your grandma's reggae. Combining traditional roots rhythms with just a hint of ska spice and a not-so-subtle sprinkle of dancehall energy, these boys aren't just playing by the book – they’re writing their own. And don't let that laid-back island vibe fool you; these guys are as serious about making you laugh as they are about perfecting the offbeat.
Their standout single "Riddim of Peace" might just be the happiest jam this side of Montego Bay. With its earworm melody and bouncy bassline, it’s as infectious as a belly laugh in a silent library. It's the kind of track that leaves the grumpiest of gurners grinning like a Cheshire cat at an all-you-can-eat fish buffet.
So come, sit, and sway to the soothing sounds of the Dreadlock Boys. They'll be your pint-sized purveyors of peace, your lyrical lifesavers when the going gets tough. After all, joy does come in the morning and the Dreadlock Boys are here to serve it up with a side of reggae, none of those nasty grimaces, thank you very much.
Riddim of Peace
Dreadlock Boys
Yah man mi wake up wid di sun pon mi face
One cup a tea an’ a likkle embrace
No rush no run we tek tings slow
Peace inna di heart mek di good vibes flow
Call up di crew from down di lane
Laugh and chat no room fi pain
Every likkle yout’ every likkle gyal
We jam together like one big pal
Dance fi di love move fi di light
Raise up ya hand if ya feelin’ right
No need fi gun we a blaze di tune
Singin’ fi peace under di mango moon
Bredda sistren bring ya soul
One riddim mek di broken whole
Shake off di stress fling ‘way di fear
Jah voice a whisperin’ inna we ear
Skank pon di corner joy in di beat
Barefoot jammin’ in di midday heat
Tell Babylon: we nah go low
We buildin’ love like a riverside flow
[Outro - Spoken Word Style]
So light up di hope let it blaze like fire
One world one song one higher desire
Peace nuh just a dream it a ting we live
With every dance step we learn fi forgive
CREDITS
Performer: Dreadlock Boys
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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Talk With Your Hands
Mateo Lux
Verified Artist
Mateo Lux
Mateo Lux is a rising voice in contemporary electronic pop, blending sleek production with raw emotional intensity. Born with a natural flair for performance, he crafts music that balances dancefloor energy with lyrical depth. His debut single, Control, showcases a magnetic mix of pulsing rhythms and hypnotic melodies, setting the tone for a bold artistic journey ahead.
Discovered by Hakan E. for Filodyo, Mateo brings an unapologetic confidence to every note he sings. His style captures both vulnerability and power, creating an atmosphere that draws listeners into his world. With Control, he isn’t just introducing himself—he’s making a statement, marking the arrival of a distinctive new talent destined to leave a lasting imprint on modern music.
Talk With Your Hands
Mateo Lux
[Intro]
Yeah
Uh
Listen
You say nothing still I hear it
Every move got its own meaning
Eyes talk first lips stay quiet
Room reacts when you get near it
No small talk no explanation
Body language translation
Don’t slow down don’t overthink
I read you faster than you blink
Don’t talk talk
Just move like that (like that)
Say less less
I’m cool with that (with that)
Don’t talk talk
Your hands do facts (do facts)
I see it all
When you move like that (yeah)
[Post-Chorus]
Left right
Pause rewind
One look
I’m already aligned
Every step feels intentional
Like you planned it accidental
No directions still you lead
I just follow what you mean
Crowd fades out when you step in
Whole place locked on your rhythm
No need words to complicate
I already got the message
Don’t talk talk
Just move like that (like that)
Say less less
I’m cool with that (with that)
Don’t talk talk
Your hands do facts (do facts)
I see it all
When you move like that (yeah)
[Bridge – Male Vocal / Spoken-Rap]
Hold up
She don’t speak she demonstrate
Every move communicate
No delay she regulate
Whole room shift when she rotate
I don’t guess I calculate
Every sign she generate
She don’t need to elevate
She arrive she dominate
Clap it
Stomp it
Freeze
Go
[Final Chorus]
Don’t talk talk (don’t talk)
Just move like that (move like that)
Say less less (say less)
I’m cool with that (yeah)
Don’t talk talk (don’t talk)
Your hands do facts (do facts)
I see it all
When you move like that (move like that)
No words
Still clear
You said it all
Right here
CREDITS
Performer: Mateo Lux
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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Runnin' Wild
The Syrphids
Verified Artist
The Syrphids
The Syrphids’ journey began in the vibrant streets of Birmingham, where their distinct sound emerged from a collision of personal influences and bold experimentation.
Each member brings a unique flavor to the band's overall dynamic—blending raw, emotive vocals with intricate guitar riffs, rhythmic basslines, and atmospheric synth layers. Their music strikes a balance between the unpredictability of alternative rock and the infectious melodies of indie pop, creating an eclectic sound that is both challenging and accessible.
What sets The Syrphids apart is their ability to navigate complex emotional themes, delivering lyrics that resonate deeply while still maintaining an undeniably catchy, crowd-pleasing vibe.
Their live performances are a spectacle of energy and emotion, where their chemistry as a band shines brightest. The Syrphids have a knack for turning intimate venues into electrifying spaces, with each song building on the momentum of the last.
Their setlists are carefully curated to take listeners on a journey—whether it's through soulful ballads that tug at heartstrings or high-octane anthems that ignite the crowd. This ability to command the stage has earned them a growing fanbase, not just in Birmingham but across the UK, with audiences captivated by their authenticity and musical craftsmanship.
As The Syrphids look toward the future, their ambitions are clear: to continue evolving their sound while staying true to the experimental roots that first brought them together. With several EPs already under their belt and plans for a full-length album on the horizon, the band is poised to break through to even broader audiences.
Their commitment to innovation, coupled with their undeniable talent, ensures that The Syrphids will continue to be a force in the indie music scene, challenging conventions and capturing the hearts of listeners around the world.
Runnin' Wild
The Syrphids
The swing creaks in the yard long since rusted down
We raced the wind 'til the sun hit the ground
The world was small but it felt so wide
Every secret path we would try to hide
Those days they fade but linger still
Like echoes soft behind the hill
We were runnin' wild barefoot in the rain
No thought of tomorrow no sense of the pain
Laughter in the distance calling our names
Time moved slow but it slipped away
The treehouse crumbled the paint peeled thin
But we climbed it high just to feel the wind
We told ourselves we’d never leave
But dreams grow up just like the trees
Those days they fade but linger still
Like echoes soft behind the hill
We were runnin' wild barefoot in the rain
No thought of tomorrow no sense of the pain
Laughter in the distance calling our names
Time moved slow but it slipped away
The road ahead is paved with change
But those roots they still remain
The swing creaks in the yard but we’ve moved on
Still hear the laughter though the days are gone
CREDITS
Performer: The Syrphids
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
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Truth Shouts Back
Arem Khenn
Verified Artist
Arem Khenn
Arem Khenn is a minimalist, introspective rap artist whose music exists between control and fracture, moving from slow, restrained beginnings into tightly wound, high-pressure rhyme structures. His work focuses on self-interrogation, memory, and the uneasy line between truth and deception, treating the past as evidence rather than confession.
Rather than offering release, Arem Khenn builds tension, using silence, repetition, and call-and-response moments where the inner voice answers back in single-word shouts. His delivery favors precision over excess, allowing emotional weight to surface without spectacle.
Arem Khenn’s songs are available exclusively on Filodyo, where his catalog remains intentionally contained, resisting overexposure and maintaining a controlled, immersive listening environment. Visually and sonically, he inhabits enclosed, dimly lit spaces, emphasizing honesty, restraint, and unresolved conflict over comfort or resolution.
Truth Shouts Back
Arem Khenn
Lights off room breathes heavy thoughts get loud
Mirror talks back but it never tells me how
I built walls just to feel safe inside
Funny how the safest place is where the truth goes to hide
Heart ticking like a bomb with a pause
I’m calm on the surface chaos under the laws
I ask myself questions I don’t wanna hear
If I’m honest with me will I disappear?
I grew up learning silence was strength
Learned to smile wide hide the cracks in the length
Every promise felt borrowed every win felt fake
If I fail on purpose at least it’s my mistake
I carry names they don’t know how to spell
Carry blame like a badge wear it well
I don’t trust my thoughts when they sound too kind
Cause comfort’s just a trap with a pleasant design
Truth feels sharp lies feel warm
I confuse being numb with being calm
Every memory fights to be the boss
Was it discipline building me or fear at a cost?
If I peel back layers what’s left of me?
A man or a mask with good memory?
I hear my past knock I don’t answer calls
But it’s yelling my name through the drywall walls
Tell me what’s real tell me what’s wrong
I been holding my breath way too long
Every lie feels right till the truth comes through
I don’t know who I am but I know it’s not you
Inside my head there’s a war I chose
Between what I show and what nobody knows
When the dark speaks up I answer too
Shout: Truth!
Shout: Fear!
Shout: Me!
I move quick now thoughts double-time
Mind runs laps like it’s training for crime
I edit my feelings like tracks in a mix
Cut the pain low but it still exists
They say heal yourself yeah easy to say
When the damage taught you how to get paid
I monetize pressure I profit from doubt
Turn panic to patterns then scream it out loud
I don’t chase peace I interrogate calm
Ask why it leaves when I’m holding the psalm
I know every trick that my ego plays
Calls survival a crown calls running a phase
I don’t want comfort I want it clear
If I’m broken say it don’t sugar my fear
I been friends with the worst part of me
Now I’m asking if it’s time to leave
If I stop fighting who am I then?
If I stop hurting do I lose my pen?
I don’t trust silence it feels like a test
Like peace is a lie I don’t deserve yet
Tell me what’s real tell me what stays
When the lights go out and the crowd fades
Every voice in my head wants a say
But only one of them tells it straight
I built my name from scars and doubt
From locked doors I had to break out
When the dark speaks up I answer too
Shout: Truth!
Shout: Pain!
Shout: Now!
If I face myself and don’t look away
Maybe fear won’t have the final say
I don’t need saving I need to see
What’s left when the noise stops haunting me
Shout (whispered): Me
CREDITS
Performer: Arem Khenn
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
© 2026 filodyo. All rights reserved.
Unauthorized copying, reproduction, hiring, lending, public performance, and broadcasting prohibited.
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We Built A World
Elias Thoreau
Verified Artist
Elias Thoreau
Elias Thoreau: the lesser known, wonderfully flamboyant cousin of Walden's man himself, who swapped the solitude of nature for the wild shenanigans of the indie music scene. Hailing from a small town in France where his famous relative lived, he's been spinning tales about love, loss, and large vegetable patches since the turn of the millennium in his own alternative style.
There's a certain brooding melancholy about his music that lingers long after the last note has been played – think Joy Division in a neverending existential crisis, only slightly offset by the enchanting sounds of accordion. His flagship hit, "We Built a World," still gives us Feels-a-go-go, as it paints a vivid storytelling frontier, each sad cadence wrapped in lush instrumentation and poignant lyrics about the construction and subsequent demolition of emotional walls.
Guided by a deep-rooted philosophy that in order to truly feel alive you need to swing from the heights of joy and dip into the dark valleys of sorrow, Elias Thoreau’s music truly embodies this. So next time you feel like embarking on a soul-touching flight of emotions, with a sidestep into the vegetable patch, grab a glass of fine wine, crank up the volume, and let Monsieur Thoreau serenade you. After all, who needs Prozac when there's the sweet, sweet melancholy of Elias Thoreau around?
We Built A World
Elias Thoreau
We’re tracing cracks across the floor
Where we danced before the walls wore thin
Time doesn’t heal it just rearranges
And I’m still finding pieces of where we’ve been
You said forever but forever’s a lie
A shadow that lingers when the sun says goodbye
I’m holding on but I’m losing my grip
On the edge of a memory I let it slip
We built a world that couldn’t last
A house of cards in a hurricane’s path
Now I’m sifting through the aftermath
Of a love that burned too bright too fast
(Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh)
The clock keeps ticking but it feels so slow
Every second’s a weight I can’t let go
I see your face in every crowded room
A ghost of a love that met its doom
You said forever but forever’s a lie
A shadow that lingers when the sun says goodbye
I’m holding on but I’m losing my grip
On the edge of a memory I let it slip
We built a world that couldn’t last
A house of cards in a hurricane’s path
Now I’m sifting through the aftermath
Of a love that burned too bright too fast
(Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh)
And if I could turn back the hands
Would I choose to love you again?
Or let the silence win
And never begin?
We built a world that couldn’t last
A house of cards in a hurricane’s path
Now I’m sifting through the aftermath
Of a love that burned too bright too fast
(Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh)
I’m tracing cracks across the floor
But I can’t find us there anymore
CREDITS
Performer: Elias Thoreau
Written by: filodyo.
Arranged & Produced by: filodyo / Hakan E.
Distribution: notFM — notfm.com
© 2026 filodyo. All rights reserved.
Unauthorized copying, reproduction, hiring, lending, public performance, and broadcasting prohibited.